I’ve got this lump in my throat obsessing about going back to work tomorrow. Here I am – I can’t beleive it – preparing for work in just a matter of hours. (Is she really 3 months old tomorrow?) BigSexy will be caring for her, which is a huge relief because she is so patient and loving with children. My anxieties are obvious as I hand over my precious baby for someone else to temporarily care for her. However, I am also very anxious about work – what situation will I be walking into? I’ve been having all sorts of dreams about work – and they are all over the spectrum between good and bad. I’m just so anxious, I just need to get it over with.
I never bargained for this next step to be so freaking difficult – I thought the hard stuff was behind me.