So says the new sexy hair stylist at my hair salon while quite exquisitely massaging my scalp and the back of my neck…ahh a post for another day. He said this after I told him that this Tuesday (can you beleive it!?) I start working again.
The last almost two weeks have been full. I was planning a quite successful surprise party for my husband which took up a lot of my time. I baked him a chocolate cake, meat lasangna, a roast p.ork sho.ulder (or pe.rnil) and a few other faves…lots of friends (including Karen from my support group) and her new bouncing son who is 5 months old (a shadow baby…) She was so sweet, asking me if I was sure about having them over…assuring me that she wanted me to feel comforatable. When they arrived I held him and appreciated his weight, the warmth of his body and could not help but think of my babies. I could not help but contemplate that the last time I held a baby it was my daughter Daniella. I did well though and I am so glad I finally got throught that hurdle….
Next, I attended an orientation last week and had to schedule a dr.ug test…
Also, BigSexy was going to be featured on the T.yra Ban.ks show and I was spending time with her at her home watching her baby (another shadow baby-she was born the same month Emi was stillborn) while she was being filmed. The show was about being comfortable in your skin. Unfortunately when she showed up at the studio she was coached on what to say and when…when BigSexy spoke openly (and not by script) T.yra told her to shut up. Seriously Ty.ra told her to shut up, so my friend got up, ripped off her microphone and walked off the stage with Mr. Diplomat whom was also there. I was blown away when BigSexy told me this…so much for an ‘open’ and ‘safe’ forum.
Tommorrow is “Thanksgivin.g” at BigSexy’s. BigSexy and Mr. Diplomat are a blended family and since they will be going away to visit her family they wanted to have a holiday with the kids and friends. So hubby and I will be there with other friends and lots and lots of food.
So back to today…Mr. Sexy Hairstylist was having his way with me my hair while getting to know me. He asked if I had kids and I said I did not but hoped to in God’s t.ime. He asked about my new job and I told him I was starting Tuesday. At that point he paused for some reason and told me that this was my moment. And you know what? I beleive him. This time around I am boldly expecting good things and many blessings.