And the Beat Goes On…


I have my appointment with the specialist coming up this Monday…yay! We will finally work out a ‘plan’ for the future.  Beef.cake (hubby) and I will be putting together our questions/concerns for the doctor this weekend.  The next day, Tuesday I also have a post-partum check-up with my ob/gyn to get clearance to go back to work.  Speaking of which…I may not even have a job because my fucking boss hired someone to replace me when I was gone.  I guess she did not think I would be back, huh?  So I am just giving her time to sort things out, because if not I am going to explore my options…lawyer?…pregnancy discrimination suit?….we shall see.  In the mean time I am working on polishing my resume and exploring employment possibilities.  Those fucking jerks, assholes, mofos, fuckers!  What a low-blow.  Right below the belt!  Geez.  I just lost my baby.  I had only been out 2 weeks when I told my boss I would be back in roughly 6 weeks.  I love the work and the health insurance is awesome, but the enviornment sucks ass. 

On another note, my period has arrived.  Ahh, bittersweet.  The doctor said to wait a minimum of 3 menstral cycles before TTC, so I guess this is the first one. Two to go.  All systems go I guess. We have decided we are going to be agressive and try again ASAP.  So if I lose my job and my insurance, I will switch over to my husband’s insurance.  I already found a very well recommended specialist and affiliate hospital from the AbbeyLoopers board that accepts my husbands insurance.  I’m good like that (or manic).

Under the circumstances (lost second baby, job is threatened, heart is broken, soul is sickened), I’m holding up okay.



About Jessica Emilia

Mother, wife, grief survivor, dancer, yogi, feminine, baker, cook, lover, fighter, perfectly imperfect, optimistic, pessimistic, reader, writer, funny, sarcastic, compassionate, emphatic, sympatheric, HR Pro, anxious, confident, supernatural, hocus-pocus, friend, daughter and momma again...

6 responses »

  1. WTF??? Seriously can you even do that to someone who has just gone off work pregnant? You can’t just up and replace them and let them go. I really hope that this sorts itself out fast. I’m so pissed for you. I know you have bigger plans than work but its always good to get paid while aggressively following the important plan.
    I hope everything goes OK on Monday and you get all the answers to your questions.

  2. I’m so glad that you like Abbyloopers. They are great, aren’t they? I lurk there now…I just don’t have the strength to post until I feel like everything is finally going to be ok. That might be never…or not until she’s born alive.

    I will anxiously await news from your appointment on Monday. If you have any questions or can’t think of anything more to ask…let me know and I’ll help you come up with some. Or if you think of anything after your appointment, let me know and I’ll try to answer as best as I can. I’m glad that you have a plan. Things feel so much better when you have a plan, don’t they?

    As far as work goes, fuck em. I can’t believe that. But it happened to me when I was pregnant with Riley, although I hadn’t been there that long. They found out that I was such high risk and wouldn’t put up with it so they kind of gave me the option to quit or to be fired because I ‘was making to many mistakes.’ It sucks, but unfortunately they will lie through their teeth so make it not pregnancy related. We thought about calling a lawyer too, but we didn’t have nearly what you have as far as info goes. It pisses me off these places…no one cares about their employees anymore.

  3. I’ll be waiting for an update Monday. I hope your appt goes well.

    I can’t believe they hired someone else. “Fucking…fuckers” is about right. I’m sorry.

  4. I can’t even believe they found someone to replace you!! What insensitive ASSHOLES!! No one gives a damn if it doesn’t happen to them. I wish you nothing but the best of luck with the job, appointment, etc.

  5. Work sucks!! and it’s not like things could get any worse ..right?.. I’m pretty pissed for you .. and I just wonder where people get off being this mean sometimes

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