I could talk about the nice little getaway I had visiting my family down South. I could speak of my increasingly stubborn indigestion and pregnancy symptons that are quite frankly making me sick. I could speak of how glad hubby was to receive his flowers and chocolates at his office, and how special he felt.
But what I really want to speak of is the knot in my throat. Today we are going to have the Down’s Syndrome screening. In taking such a close look at our baby’s neck the technician will likely pick up markers for our genetic syndrome if they are present. We could very possibly find out tonight if our little tadpole really has a chance of being ours, or if history is going to repeat itself again. I don’t want to lose another baby. I don’t want to! But what can I do?
Oh God please listen to all the prayers sent up to you and let us keep our little tadpole!