Fucking Irony

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Finally heard back from MFM! June 15th @11:00AM is our appointment; we got Dr. B, whom MD recommended. I can hardly beleive it. Finally! I am scared but very excited to finally get some answers. MD has been trying to call me over the last few days, and I have been trying to call her. Initially she had good news, and then very bad news.

She got pregnant! And lost it….yes. The irony of life, the fucked up, cruel irony of life strikes again (did I ever doubt???). She found out Wednesday and lost her precious baby Thursday. Her due date would have been 2/23/08, and 2/23/07 was the date of baby E’s birth/death.

How many women abort their babies? Or hurt their existing children? How many have so many children? And we can’t get just one that can stay and be born healthy???

Oh the FUCKING IRONY.

MD, my sister and friend down this path to a baby: I am with you in your grief. I am so sorry you lost your little one, you have no idea.

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About Jessica Emilia

Mother, wife, grief survivor, dancer, yogi, feminine, baker, cook, lover, fighter, perfectly imperfect, optimistic, pessimistic, reader, writer, funny, sarcastic, compassionate, emphatic, sympatheric, HR Pro, anxious, confident, supernatural, hocus-pocus, friend, daughter and momma again...

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